November 2011
13 posts
an enthusiastic curator...
An enthusiastic curator should not loathe noise. She must be annoyed by it yes, for the instinct would drive her to separate wheat from chaff. But she must not loathe it, for she swims in it constantly. As would a fisherman diving in the seas for fish, what would he do if he loathes seawater? Or an adventurous botanist traversing the sulfuric marshes, searching for that most legendary and precious...
As social creatures we undeniably feel this urge to connect; formed through millenia of evolution.
I feel disconnected for small moments. Lately. And on those moments connected, most times I feel either pressured or bored. Would imagine more pressured most times but… in reality…
Who am I hanging out with more? My work associates more than my old campus buddies, obviously…
I...
Meaningless empty…
It’s like…
Thank you Lord for the life you have allowed me to live. From my weaknesses and imperfections you have raised me. From my anger, pettines, slowness, indiscipline.
Guide me.
Hey! I can type up a post in airplane mode; tres kewl… :)
(Published at Ngurah Rai airport)
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I want to write. And I can. There was a time when I don’t want to and thought I couldn’t. Most times even. But not right now; not on this moment.
I start with little nothings like this. I’ll get better. I’ll eventually be worth reading.
But not right now. I know already. So shut up with your telling me to shut up. I want to write.
And I can.
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Help me escape judgement? No God, help me *face* judgement.
For it is yours alone, the Authority to judge me.
A human judge’s true mission is to be arbitrer. Between individuals, parties, or sometimes even between Society and Individuals/parties.
…to be arbitrer; not to “declare” Truth. Not Absolute Truth.
Humans may try to attempt this, but Humans don’t determine...